Eye Am Ka Rock

rock.

diamond.

some say….

ridin’ this rough

a solid foundation

doin’ what women always have….

for centuries

ridin’ the tides,

smoothin’ rough edges,

each new abrasion

shedding crude,

creating a more brilliant Rock

some use them to build walls,

as others use them to form bridges,

….some cast them as stones for inspiration

….call it personal motivation

Eye…

after the stormy seas…use the battle scars for elevation

My Self-ReCreations….

wisdom & education….

there’s no price high enough,

to pay for the freedom Eye’ve gained,

of my current invisibilites…

now Free!

Yeah…gon’ keep comin’!

bare….raw…. & sincere

Eye know no otha’ way

comes from withIn Here!!

dustin’ off cast dirt!

scatterin’ & blowin’ away debris passed!

each and every time!

Eye’m knockin’ it off My ass!

See through Me…

nothing to hunt,

here’s a Rock that’s Real,

a Diamond, if you will….

diamond, rock…. Eye’m just Me….

either way…..

been rammed & drugged through the rough,

don’t know what’cha use to

ain’t no otha’ here….

I’ll still Be

Yet ReFormed “Again”

& Again…

polished  from battles,

shined from tosses…

but, standing still.

Mother Nature’s Rock.

New Formed.

Awaiting Her next seasonal combat,

shutting down what you thought was a kill,

knowing, like the powerful African Boabab stands,

through spring, summer, fall & winter,

“She Bears”!!

…. & continues pleasing….

Both, having taking abuses of life & man….

“She Continues”

……to protect, nourish & love plenty….

Man and Land

Eye Am!!

Eye Ka Birth Rocks!!

Ashe’

© 11/13/12 LeTisha.Woods

Mental Slavery II.... The Black People's Path of Survival

©LeTisha.Bowie 3/25/25

Is Transitioning to Natural or BC Considered a Trend or Change...to you? My Musings today.....

Trend.....The popular taste at a given time; Turn sharply; change direction abruptly

Change.....Make different; cause a transformation; Remove or replace the coverings of; An event that occurs when something passes from one state or phase to another

Now I've always considered a trend like changing styles of clothing, vehicles, shoes, etc....but on the other hand to make a change, in my opinion, is to move a way from a particular thing, scene, way, etc into another direction or way.

So, in saying this, personally to say that a person's choice to go to their own "natural state of hair" would have to be a change not a trend.  Even it one tranverted back to a relaxed stated, it is still a change, based on choice or opinion. Maybe there are some people who say....Oh I like the way natural looks...I want to do that or try it, not knowing each individuals purpose or reason for this transformation or change, so maybe I'm only thinking personally here.

To me the "change" to My God given natural state, was because if I'm gonna go an purchase kinky, natural looking, African looking hair, to cover a relaxed hair.....kinda dawned on me as ridiculous, when I was born with what I considered beautiful......wear my own. So, when I want to do something....i have my mind made up...i intend to do it.  

I did not want to wait on two differnt textures of hair to grow out....I wanted to embrace what I was born with.......BC (Big Chop) it is.......Ofcourse, my husband still had the mental state that straight, long hair is beautiful and was impressed by the decision, but respected my decision.....and so here I am two years later natural and loving it.....I have not intention of  ever going back to a relaxed state...this is my personal choice....."change"...not a trend, because my choice when deeper than seeing, liking and changing a style.....you don't chop off your hair for a trend......It was a deep, heart-felt decision,, in which I have not regrets.....I feel My Creator made us all in various likes and ways and Afrikans/Blacks were made in the beauty that was intended.....we were just brain-washed that our hair is nappy.....unacceptable in society....etc.....How in the world do you brain-wash an entire race that what they were born with is "unacceptable".......How? that what grows from the roots of your head from birth, is unacceptable and not good enough.....and it has been eaten like ripe fruit and digested for centuries.......Unbelievable right? So digested that it has become and unconscious though....."normal" to relax your hair and children, before they even know what it is.....It's ok.....I'm not judging....I did it too....it's what I was taught....to burn the crap out of my daughters head, to straighten her kinks......hmmmmm.......

When I chopped my hair off....my daughter said "Why do I have to have that stuff in my head to burn my head and you don't"......I looked at her and I said.....you don't......I explained all of the above and she has been natural for 2 years and she will tell anyone the same things that I have stated with confidence.....Thank God/dess I never put my baby girl through it!!

I felt I should be able to wake up comb/style my hair just as I was born with it, like any other race, without feeling the need to look like them.  I love me just the way God made me.  Some of us were not even given the choice to relax, it was made for us, by our parents, because of a mental slavery.....To them straight, relaxed hair was seen as beautiful....sure it is...if thats what God gave you, but I don't feel the need to look like someone else to see the beauty in myself....my only regret is that I hid the true me inside for so long, that I robbed myself this taste of joy and freedom for to long......I am grateful for the knowledge before I allowed my girls to go through the same experiences of damage, breakage, cutting, relaxing and the cycle through life over and over of self- abuse and self-hatred.......

I can't say that they won't decide to make changes when the become adults, but I can know that I have instilled self love in them and that they will know that they are Beautifully Created, just the way they are........No Trends....Just Changes for the Best....Conscious Knowledge of Self......  : ) 

And they will know that if any man they meet wants long, straight hair and tries to convince them they are any less beautiful than they were created..... they better go buy it and wear it their damn selves.....lol

Because We Were Crowned By Birth!!!!!!

Guide to my destination,

Leading Mighty Whirlwind,

Spirals of Spiritual Wisdom present a tornado,

Ready to take on all!

Kinky,

Full of strength and force!

My frizzy,

My curly bunch of tightness

Like mini twisters,

going left,

going right,

Complex and swift led

…..and underneath- wavy funnels of black frizzies,

The drive of My Sistahncestors

It is the steering wheel’s control of My future,

A flashlight that guides the Earth’s magnificence,

Transmitted on from ancient memories,

A mass of inherited twisted knowledge,

Yet Spiritual channeled to be known.

Separating into tiny, spring-like, corkscrew shaped,

Thick,

Bushy,

Wooly mass, carried from antediluvian Goddess,

Perfectly, Master-made brown and black beauts.

My crown

The rise of My Fullness,

A continuously expanding growth…..

Outward-

Upwards-

Because, it guards My Goddess

My Crown

….crowns a Mighty Feminine Cocoa Queen…..

Confusion to the enemies,

Connection to My Sistah Goddess……protected

Crowned by Birth!

© LeTisha.Bowie 9/11/10 “Urth Eagle"

“Lovetransformstipulations”

Lovetransformstipulations by Urth Eagle

Take a Yo' Hell an' Yo' Wheels

Take A Yo' Hell An' Yo' Wheels by Urth Eagle

“LoveTransformstipulations”

bald.

nappy.

bushy.

curls-tight.

It is who I am. It is my birthright!

head,

thighs,

arms,

butt’s all getting’ bigger;

Ignored the lives carried, throughout My life;

Body transformations you see?

Yes.  The obvious, it is that you observe.

Absorb.

My Soul's Love’s reflections, you’ve neglected;

-I’m determined to focus on elevating My Mind’s Intellect.

Education.

Spiritual levitation.

Penetrating the always transforming, exterior visuals you depreciate;

pushing….advancing…enduring in life……I stand. 

spine of alloy……I stand.

consistent with My conviction to learn more of Me! I stand!

eliminating callowness that surrounds me;

trimming physical and mental weight simultaneously,

Knowing your thoughts are simple,

Yet if allowed, your words severe……

Thing Is~

As you’re viewing my exterior transformations, intellectually at halt

My mental revelations ….my emergence will have surpassed you

 All along, as Life sets Her Mastery Scene

My soul….My heart…. It had incessantly remained

Ever-growing, but always reserving Her same love;

With all you perceived with your eyes,

Deep within My Heart’s Soul, my loe, still rested

Eye Content as Am….happily black, bushy, & thick;

I am, as well, renewed and lighter in all ways

How?

How? Now, do you ask me to accept your stipulated love?

There are no stipulations in love

Love gives, unconditionally

Love pours, like an overflowing tub of warm peppermint bath

Love feels, like warm coconut milk overflowing beautiful, brown smoothness

Love’s touch is your flesh….my flesh…..which, is no longer he and she, but we

Love is not 2 but, the connection of Souls, who have become “One”

Love is the part of Souls that is The Over-comer of the hell that life presents,

Giving Lovers the strength to carry on….!!

Love Just Is!!

True love “cannot” transform to stipulations.

True Love can not only transform stipulations,

She makes them non-existent.

© LeTisha.Bowie “Urth Eagle” 12/2011

No Barriers Block My Progression

No More Barriers 2 My Progression by Urth Eagle No Barriers to My Progression No more changes 2 please the likes of U Lovin’ U was da easy part, but of Your expectations- I’ve only met few Livin’ life, being da best of who Eye am; just ain’t enuf; Ya see…..I haven’t given up my Eyedentity, No, not enuf 4 U, but too much 4 me! U longer desire me, but 4 me 2 b u, Or who “U” think I should b, yet “I’ll no longer b, Who it is that “Eye” see” Didn’t realize I needed a degree, when I signed on da line, Didn’t realize it took a Master’s 2 help uplift fellow mankind, Oh, but what U’ve failed 2 comprehend: My possessions can’t b gained in college single-han……ded! Nor, thru the tunnel vision of a suppressed deaf tone! Inherited! The thriving 4 knowledge….. The instinct desire 2 love…… The natural motivation 2 feed……. The internal Spirit 2 move, when My child’s in need My soul 2 sing, cry, shout, love Da consciousness 2 realize all of the above Whatever is necessary 2 make life livable Whatever is necessary 2 bcome unforgettable 2 leave a perceived pathway of da unteachable things…. Those that can’t b taught by da highest professor- nor deans…. Da deep rooted & buried truths, loves, da knowledge’s of all-ways. Of ever. Of Ancient. Of All tunnels & All bays…. If being me ain’t good enuf 4 U, Or U, or U 4 that matter Eye know Eye’m good enuf 4 me! Step! It’s time u go U blockin’ my progression Got kids 2 raise, life 2 live & life 2 leave U grown-should already b raised That’s 4 da kids Education should rim-fill ur dayz Da changes I make, r 4 an uprising Walk forward, Walk upward or walk on! But, Don’t block My Progression!! © LeTisha.Bowie 11/2011

D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N.

D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N. by Urth Eagle D.E.T.E.R.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N. D……estined to achieve-bred powerfully confident- I will fight! E…..ven when the odds are against me, will not fall and stay down T….oo beneficial to just remain idle and allow advantages to pass E….ach and every opportunity – I want to take and educate myself at mass R….ising above the average standards by all means accessible M….esmerized by life’s ill conditions, I want elevation at new levels I….ncreasing knowledge, love and dignity in human existence N…ever having the audacity to settle for today’s circumstances A…..always remembering the lessons of my grand-ma T…eaching me to “Stand tall! be wise!” and repeatedly saying, “Be I…ntelligent!” – This message she left for us all O…n this journey I have decided to stand for what I believe N….ever give up and live each day to the fullest to “my” potential….. To set an example for my royal offspring… “You can be and do your every desire, just give all of your determination with that God-give fire!” © LeTisha.Bowie 2011

Crowned By Birth

Guide to my destination, Leading Mighty Whirlwind, Spirals of Spiritual Wisdom present a tornado, Ready to take on all! Kinky, Full of strength and force! My frizzy, My curly bunch of tightness Like mini twisters, going left, going right, Complex and swift led …..and underneath- wavy funnels of black frizzies, The drive of My Sistahncestors It is the steering wheel’s control of My future, A flashlight that guides the Earth’s magnificence, Transmitted on from ancient memories, A mass of inherited twisted knowledge, Yet Spiritual channeled to be known. Separating into tiny, spring-like, corkscrew shaped, Thick, Bushy, Wooly mass, carried from antediluvian Goddess, Perfectly, Master-made brown and black beauts. My crown The rise of My Fullness, A continuously expanding growth….. Outward- Upwards- Because, it guards My Goddess My Crown ….crowns a Mighty Feminine Cocoa Queen….. Confusion to the enemies, Connection to My Sistah Goddess……protected Crowned by Birth! Crowned By Birth by Urth Eagle © LeTisha.Bowie 9/11/10 AKA “Urth Eagle”

Eye Am

Eye AM! by Urth Eagle

Choose

© Copyright LeTisha.Bowie 2011

A Disarrayed People

© Copyright LeTisha.Bowie 2011

Sweet Revelations

Sweet Revelations Sitting outside I connect Spiritually speaking with Goddess Asase Yaa It is again revealed to me the many unknown beauties of Wombyn Looking down, I see the beauteous Tree Goddess rising up, from within the earth Rising into secure, earth trees, which produce oxygen, which in return sustains life to humanity…..as Wombyn does for fetus….Isn’t this so? Yes. Then I look over at the light post, between the soft leafiness of uniquely, awesome, yet dissimilar trees here- I see that the tall, woody light’s post, which is just so….of wood (smiling), which is made of “Her” Trees- Like ‘man’ is from Woman and without “Her” he does not exist, just as the wooden lamppost cannot exist, without Her precious tree’s bark I relax, sitting back- smiling…..eating of this spiritual meal…..joyous at life’s sweet revelations- So sweet! Now- Looking up again- there are about 8 wires carrying electric currents Visualization and conscious thought-processes in over-drive!!! I see you Mother! I see you’re light… …..understanding through spiritual revelations presented daily, The Light of God/dess!…. these electric currents are transferring power and light to Her children all over! Of Goddess, of our Creator tonight!!! I see!......I see that you transfer Your Power and Light to your children all over the universe….Eye See. It is infinite. It is ever. She is alway. A powerful force presents here ----- In the quietness of nature….of trees and the breeze…a force of light ever-present in Wombyn’s possession…. In some it lies dormant In others it’s in its conscious awakening. And “know” that it is also, so, that in some of us – it’s currently being reflected and manifested into the universe. And I have peace as I can ingest and digest the peace of sweet revelations tonight. 3/14/11 © LeTisha.Bowie 2011 Sweet Revelations by Urth Eagle

Urth & Earth Audios 1

Urth & Earth Poetic Audio 1 by Urth Eagle

"Dead Circles"

My Sistah get off .........the dead circle. It has no end.......Ya see. Can't you see? Look! Behind ya.........been there already. See? Up there? You already done that too. Tomorrow ya 'bout to try that again, which you did last month?......... Sis!.......tah!- The Circle you on.......the circle you keep........deaD.........has no end..........a continuous movement around and around the same deaD end roads. Ya just continue to walk in the da same ol' crap within........steppin' in it...........just walkin in the same stank! It's like the merry-go-rounds ya see at the fair, Lookin' good, flyin' high- up there in the air; But, the ride gets old, High gets low, The price gets steep on the eternal deaD circle you in. Diggin' and diggin' a deeper grave, goin' round & round in the circle you go.... Desire a straight path instead My Sis, pick a direction, a path, a route; They too have not end; but forward you can choose, backwards if you like; But the curvature is gone; Stop!! ......look ahead, There ya dreams lye, there ya goals go.... Go ahead, walk on gurl, stand straight, full speed ahead, struttin' out of the circle that continues to go round; Bury it!! It's dead! You go Sistah Goddess into Your pathway of dreams, Your destiny, Your destination! Your Queendom, Your freedom!!!!! ©Copyright LeTisha.Bowie

Urth and Earth

Urth and Earth....... We ARE of the same Useless attempts to continually destroy Our being- Our reason for "their" existence You nescient Failures!!! In your determination to maintain an emotionally suppressed Wombman= a "once" conquered mind Destiny.... Fate....She has matured and taken Her place As My naked feet perform lacework within your, too Life-giving, Brown, Soft, Deep, Coolness...... .....the loose-ness, Urth between my toes brings true freedom....again I walk, meditate and embrace Your immaculate qualities of Mine Delicate, Cocoa, Organic is Your every grain Unique are We.....Urth and I....Goddess....Creatress..... I smile..... Because, Urth.....Me, and You are One Here we are, You- just as You are, with Your every necessary component, Always bringing forth life, with a substantial, hearty foundation And birth My soul cries of joy!!!! Knowing that The Great God-dess, Creator of All, made "Me" Just So Your nourished ground brings forth life- ......every plant......every flower.....tree.....providing O2 for human's mode of survival As Wombman, grounded from the origination, confirmed from the firm foundation of intention, Intended from Her creation, was nourished and too brings forth Life We are of the same.....(Womb)man.Urth.Earth. ©Copyright LeTisha.Bowie

The Eye's Soul

The Eye's Soul by Urth Eagle

The Eye’s Soul

Matthew 6:22 states, “The light of the body is the eye; if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light.”

They say “the eyes are the keys to one’s soul”:

……Is it?……my mother’s beauty you see…….?

…..Is it? ……my father’s strength you see?…….in me

Is it?…… My mother’s mother’s………or my father’s father’s?  Hmmmm……do you feel? See? the love that comes, DEEP, from within, my great-great grandparent’s eyes?……..You see……Smile. Yes, you see, it is, the love carried on from within her eye’s soul……..loooonng ago.

Yes! The eyes, they are the keys to one’s soul……carrying the love, the burdens, the joys, the scars…..Can you see it?…..It comes from way down there…..inside……You see?…Down?…Within me?…..

Yeeeaah…..ha….yea….I seeee…..you, ……you see the dreams- yep they’re mine! Cuz, through that fear…. that you see, comes the courage….It’s how they knew….the wisdom……it came from the trials & the tribulations…..the spiritual guidance of wombyn…..not a mirage- it’s reality- the strength, the power, the knowledge you see….. I saw them- I saw her fear, her tears, I saw her worry through the years; His pain, his ache- life…..on his shoulders, to the point of break….ing…….the weight of it all…..yes- it was in his eyes….her eyes’ soul.

……To hold the pain from your children’s hearts, it was & is the instinct of my mother, my mother’s mother’s; my father & his, but…it’s within me, & I felt what was in their eyes… I saw it!….I saw it in the souls of their eyes.

Sssshhh…..listen!!!!!..........do you hear what my eyes say?……Do you hear, what you see? Deep within me? It’s what I speak! It’s how I ex…press my…self!!! Listen!!!!.....SSSssshh.....They read & said: They could do all things through Christ who strengthened them! so long ago, you see it too….in my eyes……noooow, yes, it’s in my eyes……as it was in their eyes, & theirs & theirs before me….the strength of she, the strength of he, which came from the womb of she….I saw it in the soul of her eyes…& what’s in there is the knowledge…. is the power you see in “our” eyes…..the knowledge & power of Christ who also who strengthens me!!!!! , He strengthens us!                Philippians 4:13 

© LeTisha.Bowie

Mental Slavery

"Bound"