Because of You

When I can’t seem to let go of life’s venomous loves,

I take hold in combat, knowing in the future, 

as you encounter such, 

you must learn when your love’s freedom is to be claimed;

When ends management can’t seem to be met, 

I take these ends & connect them my securest, 

because, one day, you too will meet these circumstances;

When darkness violates the celestial aurora,

& my vision rest obscured,

I admit my lit soul to reflect determination,

providing preserved optimism,

refusal of death,

One day these portions may come your way…

This is your survival from within…

When morning reaches me & I’m tired of its confrontations,

I rise again & again,

taking Her hand,

knowing this wars’ success isn’t only mine,

that we will all conquer defeat…

that we all ascend!

When My anger speaks flames to injustice & maltreatment,

It’s so!

I’ll set hell on fire!!,

so you will learn not to stand for just anything.

When I channel peace & endure at calm,

& you see patience in an inferno,

My soul says be still…

In this life you must make for your own repose.

Stand Still.

Know that My frowns, My tears, 

My wrath…My Dears, 

are not for you to worry or fear;

For You are more than my reasons for being here…

You are my reasons for go---ing,

my reasons for know---ing…more each day.

my continuously grow---ing,

My Forever’s, 

my never let---ting go---ing!

My smile, after the fears,

My laughter, after the tears,

This life is only mere, 

to the lives you’ve given me for years…

My Children…The Breaths of My Womb,

My Morning’s Wake-ings’,

Evening’s Persevere-ings’,

Midnight’s Dream-ings’,

My Reasons for Live-ings’.

Urth Eagle Tisha©LeTisha.Bowie 6/1/12

To My Loves I Choose You

If my last breath is but a deep, soulful hum,
beginning a word & ending a delicate, solely letter;
I’ll leave its value to you, 
…its worth to the lives I birthed.

If I leave no millions, if I leave no gold, 
My goal is to leave no debt.
If only I’ll have the land I live, 
I’ll leave it… 
as a safe haven, in the event, you of mine need rest.

If my visions or words have inspired no souls while I’m here,
and it is only you, that hold its value,
If my voice…my songs don’t get an everlasting deal….
I’m O.K. knowing, it’s left in your hearts, as your Heaven, 
….places where it will flourish ever & radiate anew.

If I never buy you all that you desire…
of all that society has thrown in your faces,
You’re grateful, and for that, I know that I am already blessed!

If I can’t get you all that you want, 
know that I give you all that you need,
and try to give you some of your wishes, 
on this corrupt path placed before us.

If time or life takes a dogged twist, 
before I hug you once more or give you one last kiss…..

I’ll have antecedently given you My everlasting kisses, hugs, & love,
to carry within you now & for miles, of life with no end;
My Spirit of strength, determination & endurance in piles,
to soar all heights!

If I never publish a book or record a song,
I know that I’ve locked my voice & words, within the securest safes ever…
….to breath,
from within the breaths, of the souls of My Wombspring,
the sparkles of hope, superseding doubt in my eyes,
the sunshine, creeping through the clouds of fear….
the loves of My life,
my many reasons to fight;

I choose You, for all that have, all that I don’t, 
all that I will and all that I won’t
Because, You will!
To me....nothing else amounts.

You must always retain/ You are to always to remember!
You are worth All that You Are.
Never accept less than you deserve.
Know Your Worth!!
Loving you & Love you Eternally,
Mama

Urth Eagle Tisha
©LeTisha.Bowie 6/12/12