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was lost on the road of Broken Heartedness,
turned onto Circle Neglected,
frustrated, I U-turned on St. Dead Expectations,
beyond discouraged by the dead ends & constant new beginnings,
….said forget it, we all grown!
either we grow as One, or the hell with it all together,
adults shouldn't have to raise adults!

Sick of all these damn Blvds!
Blvd Next Time'll Get It!
Blvd Try Again!
Blvd Not This Damn Time!
done paying these fines,
this torment should be illegal!
done doing time, for crimes I didn't commit,
it's become lethal!
my ol' calloused Soul, having given up,
She is the truly faith-Full,
always the shelter for my heart,
& while my mind did mourn day & night,
….it whispered... forget it!
why expect it?
but My Soul, carrying an infinite song,
sang don't ever forget Me....
we're off the wonder-Full road most traveled,
it is the heart's deadliest,
it is the road of short-lived love stories,
accomplished by bloody tears, fractured hearts,
& soul spills...

chose to travel the road of the less traveled,
where the physical isn't the coveted, but,the depth of Souls,
where appearances & external desires aren't solely the Sun's shine,
& where darkness is light...
as Her full Moon peers through,
revealing bottled up inner beauties,
Tear's pleasures & Anguishes inhibited...
it is the home of dreams smothered & deterred...

for those who know... discover...
embrace this beauty...
tasting the honey withIn the shadows,
Know, that we always dwell in the amorousness & luminance of the night...
of Rt. Hope & ReBirth,
where Souls peer through, for this is Her origin...
Walk with Me...
Here the aureole is so brilliant, that walking is the only sensible means to travel now.
& we will bathe in the aura of Love's true knowledge & beaut...


© LeTisha.Woods 10/26/2013

Like

soul dressed, ready to spill

Through many situations, many of life’s variations
I liberate words from deep channels, overflowing into poetic spillways
of highs, of plateaus, & at the weakest Eye still flow- strong
from where I’ve come, to my destiny, to dreams manifested, from withIn me...
or not....in the reality of living what’s been placed before me, as truth,
either way, relentlessly Eye project, from within the depths of me,
surpassing those who have tried to hinder my pinnacle,
I’m only one of many, told that our people were of the least,
yet knowing in my heart, there’s much more to the untold,
my soul bares a never-ending cry, a hope, a dream-
a piece of the puzzle, that was supposed to be deleted,
Our ancestor's capturers….yeah they did the most,
created a tangled web of the truth, a road block to our roots,
which is being torn down bit by bit, as Eye see truth peek through the myths,
we began to see the verity of our being, we will then…
and only then... understand, the so professed least ‘is’ the greatest,
are we...if it was not so, there would have been no invasion,
stolen goods, mangled bodies, twisted souls,
bloody heart hemorrhages, babies & families bargained…
if we were worth only the nothing preached,
we would’ve been left One,
free soul shedding here, as eye ponder, more than often,
how easily we erase ourselves,
at the same time angering over the erasing done in the original thefts,
embracing thieves who have never given our life value’s respect,
yet we still wear ‘their’ way,
please don’t misunderstand me,
but do understand,
I’m not encouraging hatred, but I stand for truth, for what I believe
& the distorted history & pain that's is Indwelling,
Is within my belly & sometimes I have to expel…
'The' desperately desired to be buried...
Exhaling…busting open the gateways of souls,
when I come...I'm coming bold, with my all,
so that we can rise up from this fall,
in which, some chose contentment & call it home....after all....
after all, we comfortable aren't we?
through many situations, many of life’s variations
I liberate words from deep channels, overflowing into poetic spillways
of the souls of many Eye pour, if only touching a few here & there,
internally I can't go on, without touching the forbidden truth...
without filling the depleted waterways, every day that Eye may



© 8/18/13 LeTisha.W. Bowie

Freedom

I knew you weren't the deepest nor largest chocolate chip in the cookie,

but you were the heart, robustly standing out in the pack,

& I'm a Queen...been searching for EverLasting...

Suppose as time progressed & I called you King

& you looked perplexed..

Should've been a clue to the rest...

Yet you determined to no longer be misunderstood as less, 

Or pushed to the back...

Filled my ears...

my head with heart, dreams, goals, 

& the hopes that this could last..

& the deep love for your daughters,

took made my heart a gasp,

Touched me as rare, ambitious, 

With an imagery spread wide & vast...

Over spring & summer rides...

& fall conversations...

laughter & smiles

Your heart captured again...

A friend...

The hidden girl- behind the world,

Behind pains & sorrows unanswered,

Buried under shattered pieces of Her piles of self...

I lifted Me for another chance to share My Love...

My Life...

My Dance...

To be your wife...

to take your hand...

'Til death do us part

You were my man...

As love bloomed...

so did doom

Trying this & that... 

trying to assume

What else to do?..

what else to give?...

How do we live?

...this way...

But i continued to grow within mySelf,

Because I've always been a Seeker...

WithIn Me... I found refugee

You...content standing still, 

shouting demands...

Questioning My elevation... 

with your man-house stances...

Rolling your eyes at my knowledge seeking...

internal wheels in motion 

& you refused to embrace the notion 

     of "such nonsense"....

Irrelevance

No interest at'al...

in anything i loved..

"Ugh do yo have to sing? "

"What you reading now?!"

"Yeah let me see...uh huh...

is that goin' to sale?..

Why you paint stuff like that? 

Ain't nobody here gon' buy stuff like that"

No embracing or inspiration

but I inspired mySelf

 & My kids inspired me..

.think Ma a professional...

"They should put you in a gallery!!"

... and they always bring daily glee!

& soon i asked Who are you?

Where did he go? 

What's really....Going on? 

We've lost love...

focus...hope...support...

this is no longer a home...

just a house filled with misery

You're back there

& I'm in constant motion!

Seeking Me

SelfElevation

Self-education

Forwardness...

& you're content

& you look at me like I'm clueless 

when it's you..

.you could care less

& I no longer care that you don't

For my efforts have been & are useless...

with you

You placed duck tape on my mouth,

Bound my voice,

And condescended my growth....

We grew into business partners

& I've gotten fucked out of the deal

Taken care of my business for years,

Having to squeeze time in just to take care of Me,

but Will gives Me strength...

No touches, kisses, or hugs...

.jus bitchin' & i ain't a bitcher

,it waste My energy...

Unless fully provoked, 

then I knew...

The road had hit The Dead End...

Don't like to be pushed to defend 

My Own InnerSelf

When you don't even know yourSelf

Wondered for a bit... 

how I allowed it to go on so long

But a fighter gon stand to the very last straw

Allowed My Soul to be smothered,

My kids to suffer...

Fighting the battle for love...

Remembering & knowing true love can conquer all...

But the dart you threw clean through my heart

Caused me to trip,

fall,

come to my senses... 

The sight of my own blood & soul shed,

As you looked down & walked through it

Like...write about that...

so I did

Layin' listening to the distant voices of my Wombspring

Was My blood transfusion...

My confirmation... 

of My Resurrection to Rise up for Eye Am!

A Conqueror

A Survivor

More than a mental slave of an imitation protector/provider

What My Soul pours & Reflects...

Eye will open My wings & continue to project...

I've fled mySelf to save My Life!

Your departure is welcome

Subtracting your strife,

you've given Me...

My Daughter & lessons learned...

what you've given us is... 

more than you'll ever comprehend

Freedom!!!

© 10/16/12 LeTisha.Woods

Untitled Too

he say “what you feel?”

…..hmmmm

…..wanna know… what I’m feeling..

& I’m on my soul high…….like “…ev.ery.thing”

….afloat the highest levels….                                                                   

& I’m feel-In …more like maybe…. “where I’m at?”

intending that he grasp this stead-fast stance of my be-In

that he understands the higher plains… that I graze

…and I proceed to happily overflow into him….

water… into words,

blowing bubbly notes into music….

I feel…

….all

& I am….             

the warmth that flows from your affection,

shining tenderness & new dreams upon your memories,

surrounding & consuming your thoughts…

as you ….as you…

reach In….as you join & blend withIn…..

…..Feel---- In

my In-Her-verse

as your speechLessNess speaks still

expressIn that you Feel me

by the firmness  withIn my…..

hand

& we move to the inner vibrations…..sensations

as our third eye’s are palpitating….

taking us…..

stroking our emotions,

riding the sea waves of our loves,

…your heartbeats temple-pulsations

dwell upon my moon,

where my pelvis ticks the tock of midnight,

between my voluptuous thighs

& our souls float with cotton softness

upon Urth wings….inHer sky…

no more North or South, as you tongue strings melodies…

that take me….

Into an unlimited time or space

…..wanna know?

Where I go?

…where you take me…?

I say….I say….I

…cum……here withIn

me

you’ll find the key

to what you’ll never locate externally

withIn the depth of my love

deepHer than visibility

…..feel me

where there is no where, no here, or there

just feel-Ings

….feel me….hear? me

withIn …. ‘hear’

there is no place, only space…

no time, so I freely unwind & be…

& ‘you’ must to see…the unseen

….cum….

‘hear’

where love is much & free to indulge

completeMe

I say if you wanna know…where you take me

what I’m feel-Ing

why I’m so deep, yet so high

….cum….fly with me and….

know love’s climactical oscillations,

which remains, once the making is done…

“do you see?” ...

what is unseen….the powerFull invisibility of love

can you feel?...

body releas-ing…

rel-eased…

pure soul

….to soul

I give love

….Am love

want all that She is

& I drown within Her no return

this is the place, where there is no reverting

only a calm, awaiting Her next wave

cum ‘hear’…withIn

‘hear’ me….

I feel full space

I feel the freedom of releas-In all…

…the freedom that love is

rockin at Her magnificient, unpredictable pace

‘hear’ ….the place of no places,

the point of no return

Cum

2/28/13 ©LeTisha.Woods

Love Reigns

reign down..
as you continue to be my Calming…
each time You flow withIn my Being,
Your reign drops upon the midnight window pains…
from Your two-step tapping heart’s beat against mine…
mending wounds, transforming scars’ remains
into beauty marks, washing tears’ stains,
…as You play a drummers’ slow beat
upon the roof top of what resides here…
harmonizing two sultry silhouettes, in Your light…
shining through the darkest of nights…
You reign…trickling into the folds of EveryAll
….the lonely Lover’s calls…
drip.
drop…ping…..
never missing the symphony of heated Souls love rise…
the drips-dropping down the backs of this passionate union
…..of Lovers kiss-communions…
of the lost couple,
which is now One...
found…
You.
Reign irresistibly …
making unique melodies,
withIn Me…..
to Your near-far away ancient vibrations,
sending unknown sensations
throughout the places,
Our minds tried erasing…
joining with the rhythms of what You create…
Love.
…that Reigns….
as the darkness of these ‘Moon’-ers in timeLess spaces,
healing distant hopes & present dreams,
and we cast luminous energy,
greet-ing Your peeps…
through the window of Souls
through Heart’s window pains,
relieving the old keloids that remain,
as We-One listen to Your whisperings in misty winds…
….. “this ‘One’
“This ‘One’ moment’s for eternity,
as you blend Soul to Soul…..
hold to Your bonded enamor withIn…Ever…
‘This’ time children….
“this is your Wombman,
this is your Man…”
You know in the end…..True Love wins…
when It rains ‘True’.…
.Love Reigns.”


© LeTisha.Woods 2/21/13

….In Here

Im’ma pluck the rachis of the feathers

withIn your heart,

as they they flutter….

sounding off acoustic soul love calls,

sending my own marrow into tidal waves,

as we ride the melodious amplifications,

plucking heart valve strings,

beating into the drums of our ears,

making love to their beats…

Sssshhh…

Oookkkk……

Yeeaahhh …..jus giveee….meee…. a….

Lifetime….

while I tongue-tattoo f.o.r.e.v.e.r.,

down your spine,

between breath beats and passion plucks,

as we unwind,

InToo timeless mornings…..

Evenings…..

Nights….               

All….

Indescriptable Bliss…..

Wombman down, by your gooood lovin’

captivated InnHer Souls drenched,

nil needs missed,

none cinches of cares for anythings,

Just here.

Now.

One.

drowning in Love’s pleasures….

Love’s evers…

Let me bring you here

© 11/9/12 LeTisha.Woods

Rainstorm

I can feel the smile that curves Inside Your Soul,

into gentle flows,

onto the wind of Your poetic vibrations,

through words that never end……..

because they are love…..

as love “Is”……

“She Is Infinity”………

“Boundless”

& “Immense”,

like the butterfly kisses,

that drift from Your heart’s blowing,

pulsating gent-wing flutters,

to the Ancient Afrikan drum’s beats….

alive in the distance….

flowing through Yo’ Ancient King’s Soul’s veins,

drizzlin’ from each pore Your body possesses,

drippin’ onto the strings of my heart;

each drop playing a new note

to the ballads that river-run

from My Soul’s Song ever-where…

withIn You….

fluxing rivers of unique love compositions…..

now withIn the rhythm of You,

I’m in sequence of the occillations of strength & love,

flowing Your veins…

Your beat, My flow, Our rhythm are One Melodic vibration
Forces of Two Soul’s Love’s

delivering powerful harmonious cloud bursts!

showering Us in Unison

Her Magikal Euphonical Heavenly verity

One Soul

© Copyright LeTisha.Woods 11/4/12

Fertile Ground

I just want to kiss his morning’s smile

for the truth of Love’s sake…

stroking his heart’s aches,

because he shares the pains gifted from life

those… life sows as wisdom seeds,

awaiting watering

from the seeking soul reapers…

Who break roots through grounds

bound by hardened hearts…

“these” have gained wisdom

by taking the good from the past,

bringing it into the present & future,

awakening sleeping lost faith foundations,

making fertile grounds

of blooming lotus’ love

I just want to partner-plenish his dry waters,

quenching the world’s birthed thirst

& lands of parched souls

because he also is a giver..

laying himself mortally

Bare-

ridiculed, judged,

hated , loved, lusted ,busted,

used & abused,

to many unconsciously….

someOne who has endured

yet, gained from life:

patience, love, faith, endurance…

I want to share that with him

to wrap my heart around his

tears, fears,

ups, downs

his love….his crown

I no longer retain space

withIn for waste

for the limited time offers,

the Xerox copies for the peers,

the counterfeits or parodies….

if you got jokes….

my life’s not the place

a comedy show’ll do

I’ll pay for the act,

then go “home”  

where,

Love’ll make it do what it do

So, as my wings are spreading wide

My Soul’s got love’s wisdom wrapped Inside

I’d wrap him in All needed

One who can handle the power of the strength of It

of the Tenderness…the Warmth of Its desire….

of the Protector…..Her shoulder & tears….the Friendship of It

that can handle All Eye Am….

can Love All

Eye’m no longer yielding for external perpetrators…

for false fool talk

& until then, I’ll tell You My Love Stories,

through the Eyes of My Soul

© 10/24/12 LeTisha.Woods

Freedom

I knew you weren't the deepest 
nor largest chocolate chip in the cookie,
but you were the heart, 
robustly standing out in the pack,
& I'm a Queen...
been searching for EverLasting...
Suppose as time progressed 
& I called you King
& you looked perplexed..

Should've been a clue to the rest...
Yet you 
determined to no longer be misunderstood 
as less, 
Or pushed to the back...

Filled my ears...
my head with heart, dreams, goals, 
& the hopes that this could last..
& the deep love for your daughters,
took made my heart a gasp,
Touched me as rare, ambitious, 
With an imagery spread wide & vast...
Over spring & summer rides...
& fall conversations...laughter & smiles

Your heart captured again...
A friend...
The hidden girl- behind the world,
Behind pains & sorrows unanswered,
Buried under shattered pieces of Her piles of self...

I lifted Me for another chance 
to share My Love...My Life... My Dance...
To be your wife...to take your hand...
'Til death do us part'
You were my man...

As love bloomed...so did doom
Trying this & that... 
trying to assume
What else to do?..what else to give?...
How do we live?...this way...

But i continued to grow within mySelf,
Because I've always been a Seeker...
WithIn Me... I found refugee
You...content standing still, 
shouting demands...
Questioning My elevation... 
with your man-house stances...
Rolling your eyes at my knowledge seeking...
internal wheels in motion 
& you refused to embrace the notion 
of "such nonsense"....
"Irrelevance"
No interest at'al...
in anything i loved...
"Ugh do yo have to sing? "
"What you reading now?!"
"Yeah let me see...uh huh...is that goin' to sale?
..Why you paint stuff like that? 
Ain't nobody here gon' buy stuff like that"

No embracing or inspiration
but I inspired mySelf 
& My kids inspired me...
think Ma a professional...
"They should put you in a gallery!!"
... and they always bring daily glee!

& soon i asked Who are you? Where did he go? 
What's really....Going on? 
We've lost love...focus...hope...support...
this is no longer a home...just a house
filled with misery

You're back there & I'm in constant motion!
Seeking Me
Self
Elevation
Self-education
Forwardness...
& you're content
& you look at me like I'm clueless 
when it's you
...you could care less
& I no longer care that you don't
For my efforts have been & are useless...
with you

You placed duck tape on my mouth,
Bound my voice,
And condescended my growth....
We grew into business partners
& I've gotten fucked out of the deal
Taken care of my business for years,
Having to squeeze time in 
just to take care of Me,
but Will gives Me strength...

No touches, kisses, or hugs....
jus bitchin' 
& i ain't a bitcher,
it waste My energy...
Unless fully provoked, 
then I knew...
The road had hit The Dead End...
Don't like to be pushed to defend 
My Own InnerSelf
When you don't even know yourSelf

Wondered for a bit... 
how I allowed it to go on so long
But a fighter gon stand 
to the very last straw
Allowed My Soul to be smothered,
My kids to suffer...
Fighting the battle for love...
Remembering & knowing 
true love can conquer all...

But the dart you threw clean through my heart
Caused me to trip, fall, come to my senses... 
The sight of my own blood & soul shed,
As you looked down & walked through it
Like...write about that
...so I did

Layin' listening to the distant voices of my Wombspring
Was My blood transfusion...
My confirmation... 
of My Resurrection to Rise up for Eye Am!
A Conqueror
A Survivor
More than a mental slave of an imitation protector/provider
What My Soul pours & Reflects...
Eye will open My wings & continue to project...
I've fled mySelf to save My Life!
Your departure is welcome
Subtracting your strife,
you've given Me... My Daughter & lessons learned...
what you've given us is... 
more than you'll ever comprehend
Freedom!!!

© 10/16/12 LeTisha.Woods